Well it has definitely been interesting trying to raise children and balance a healthy relationship.  I would like to talk about something other than potty training, breast feeding, or how many times I have changed diapers today.  My husband doesnt sleep in the bedroom as he believes that he should be getting a good nights sleep for work and says that I know what he would be like if he did not get enough sleep.  It is frustrating.  I know he needs sleep.... but I would also like to feel like he wants to be there for me too.  He will come and hang out in the bedroom, watch what he wants on the tv and then he says he is going to bed and leaves.  There is no talking.... no interactions... he says that we are together watching tv so he is spending time with me.  Its not about quantity, its about quality!

I dont mean to complain.... but its not like anyone reads this but me.  My house isnt clean but the moment I clean it I have a husband that comes home and makes a mess... a toddler that makes a mess.... and a baby that requires a lot of attention.  I know being a mom means really giving up yourself for your family.... but I still need a part of me to exist.